A twenty year old female who has no idea what she is doing or where she is going in life. I always thought that I would have everything all set and together by the age of twenty-two. However, as the years begin to get closer to the rightful age, I have realized that I have got nothing secure and I am totally opposite of what I thought I would be. I always dreamed of graduating with no problem as a Registered Nurse; yet, here I am unsure of my chosen career path as I already failed twice in the program. I always dreamed of getting married by twenty-three to a handsome, successful and loving man; yet, here I am newly single because I was afraid of committing myself to a wonderful boy. I always dreamed of driving (preferably a SUV or a truck); yet, here I am using the local bus and trains as my needs of transportation. I always dreamed of traveling without any money issues and enjoying the world; yet, here I am stuck in my city with no job. I guess you would say I am my biggest disappointment and that is nothing to be proud about. However, I am working on myself to become more driven and determined. I am trying to use all the negatives in certain situations into positives. I am confused with life, as any other college student would be, but I know when I seek to find answers they will be given to me. With all my struggles I have and will continue to face, I am not going to let that bring me down. I constantly remind myself that I am a young, vibrant and brilliant woman who has the world as her playground. A little failure is okay, after all, what is the taste of success after you had a little bit of failure? I will continue to dream big and pursue whatever it is I have got to do. There are many steps for me to finally become a RN and hopefully, I will be working around the world. I am making myself a better person and I will stumble upon the man of dreams and marry him. I will drive my big car to the grocery store or to road trips to NYC with my friends. I will see the world and have adventures. And although I may not know where my road takes me, I will be proud of my struggles and failures. Even if there is no one proud of what I am or what I will become, I am proud of myself and I think that is an accomplishment.